Things going well...

Heyy, I am still here and alive!!

I am not on often because of school, trying to find a job (laid off), and hanging with Tim. He's up in Cincinnati, so it's great. My Aunt, Deedee is in the hospital from suffering a heart attack but I am not sure of the severity. Too much drama going on, too. Pretty much tolerable for right now.

So I turned 19 April as you should know. I had no party, but I did receive some nice gifts from people. Of course I spent it on myself.

Overall I am okay. For the most part life is okay. And wow, had this thing for 5 years I think. Maybe 4.. I don't remember lol. But that's a long time!

I am however, on myspace a lot (myspace.com/xxmcrfan15xx), I am on meebo a lot (leahhmarie).. not frequently on my MyYearbook or Facebook, but I visit it weekly. You'll hear from me more on Myspace or Meebo - both great websites.

Have a nice day! =]

The Usual

Heyy. I am still doing ok. Got back with Tim but having troubles all over again. Just lost about everything. College is doing wonderful! I am doing online college now, because Cincinnati State screwed me over. But loving it.

And it'll be the 5 year anniversary of having this thing on the 29th! Hurray! But my username is lame! Hopefully I can change the username when I get money or something.

I don't have a lot of spare time to keep this up anymore.. but I will try my hardest posting something every now and then.. I am not deleting my blog. I'll keep it for a bit longer. =]

Officially a College Girl!

Heyy, what's up? I am back. Well I have been extremely busy as always with work and class. The call center is doing good for me. It doesn't pay off my bills but it does decent for now. My dad and I aren't really getting along so much. All we have done lately is fight, argue, and debate over unimportant issues. My mom and I are doing ok, and Amber and I are doing good.

So on the college subject, in case I didn't tell you, I now attend Cincinnati State. It's a great community college with small classes - about 20 - and people are quite friendly there. But since some people go there for free, you always have those people who can't afford their education or people who are too rich to care about their education. That's Cincinnati State for ya. Well for the most part I like it. I have to stay in full time status which is a minimum of 12 credit hours. I am taking 13. I did do 12 first term, but I think I am heading back to 12 next term. That 1 extra does do a lot to you. Plus I am kind of behind from staying home sick, so this week is all about catching up and keeping my grades up. Next term I should be able to start my nursing classes. I am excited.

Tim and I broke up. He treated me horribly and showed no love or showed how much he cared for me. I really did tried but I gave up. Now I am going out with this guy name John (Johnathan) ever since last week and it's been great; I've been happier than I have ever been in awhile. I feel hurt with Tim but I have to remember he just won't change.. So I gave up. Who knows maybe things will change but that's up to God on that one.. just taking whatever road he wants me to take. Besides, the whole long distance thing was really a drag.

My depression is getting better. I am on loads of medication but it works and it helps me stay sane lol. I've felt happier. I get my moments but who doesn't? I still haven't found a psychologist to seek based on financial reasons, so for now it's more like going to a friend to talk about problems. It does help, though, so I am good.

And I can't believe I have had this blog for more than 4 years... lol. It's great to know I am committed, right?

Well leave some comments, or text my cell phone if you know me and have the number. Thanks for reading.

-Leah

So busy!

Well I am about to go to bed here but knew I haven't wrote in awhile but I am still here =].Just checking up on everyone..

Well life is good. My doctor put me on really good medicine so I feel a whole lot happier! Tim and I are doing fantastic. Our 1 year anniversary is November 2 =] I can't wait. School is ok and I enjoy the call center because I actually get treated with respect! =]. My parents are doing good, and we have a new dog (puppy for now) her name is Cocoa. She's a playful one lol but she's a yorky and they are hyper dogs. I am still a little down about losing my UDF job because I have been close with many people there before Penney was around. But the important thing is I am happy now because I know I don't deserve getting treated that way. So any unemployed local friends of mine, go to call center!

So I am doing good overall. But text me sometime!! I gotta go... goodnight!

Thanks for reading,

Leah

back into it

I'm sorry I haven't been on in FOREVER. Reasons why were I have been busy with college and work, so now that I have actual downtime (and found my password) I can start blogging again. I hope no one left me =[. I'm back so here we go.

The last several months were pretty much boring...

In April was my 18th birthday; I didn't have a party because I knew no one would go. In May I started to get more hours at UDF. Enough to start paying for my own car insurance and gas. In June being at Udf plummeted. I wasn't getting much hours and they were unstable hours. I was getting paid less than everyone else so I confronted the manager yet nothing happened. Suddenly I was getting these awful write-ups and threats from my fellow co-workers. I was getting depressed because I wasn't doing anything wrong, and no one liked me there anymore cause of Penney.. no one would talk to me then soon it was spreading to my every day customers. I felt depressed as many days I would drive home bawling my eyes out because I felt unwanted. In early July my manager and supervisor put me on suspension because two co-workers wrongly accused me of stealing icecream. I was distraught.. and I told them I don't recall stealing icecream but of course they took their word over mine, and it wasn't even on camera . I went home and when my mom called them going off on them, I told her to tell them I am not coming back; fuck them. But the same day as that incident I got the job at the LaRosa's call center. I love it there. I actually have friends who will talk to me there. I still get those dumb little attitudes from customers but that doesn't compare to UDF, so I don't even bother.

Later on in July like the last week, my mom had to put my dog Precious down because of many health conditions she was enduring. R.I.P. Precious...

Slinky is now 2 1/2 years old. She's getting big but she still has the mind of a kitten. I think it's adorable.

And Tim and I are doing good. We broke-up for a few days but got back together in July. He's treating me better and I feel happier but we still got our days. It was our 9 month anniversary a few days ago, so I am happy about that. Life is going better for me. I realized that it was UDF keeping me from being happy. I still get a little bummed but now that I am at a better job, I have a wonderful fiance, and I am going to college I feel pretty good.